ME:Total self-Introspection...what did I find?

“The philosophy of the wisest man that ever existed, is mainly derived from the act of introspection.”

-William Godwin

Good Evening...as the title and quote may suggest, tonight is my look inward to see if I can find anything of any use. I have been told by many people that I have done "amazing things" or that I myself am "amazing" but I have never liked the notion that I am that way unless joking. I find myself the best person that I can possibly be, but I have never found that to be anything outside of the ordinary that would put in the category of "amazing." What I do find are things that I see are ordinary and commonplace amongst all people, I may excel at some things, but that is just that I may maximize my abilities. I see a great amount of flaws within myself as well, which take away from my ability to be what people call me. I have a terrible work ethic as well as tend to run my mouth far too much causing many problems with people. I understand that we as humans error, as well as the concept that self is the greatest critic of all, but I find that these things truly take away from my ability to become who I am thought to be. I have been working on them, as well as other things I see that need fixed in my life. I guess I have to realize that because I am my hardest critic and that I don't see how other people perceive me from their point of view, maybe I am special in my own weird way. I think that this is enough looking inward for one night. We will see what else I come up with very soon.

Until we meet Again...
-The Benz